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May. 22nd, 2012 @ 04:24 pm Lab reportsssss
I just got back the first lab report I did for CM3291, which was only submitted last week. Surprised to get A-.
But then to think of it again, most of all my lab reports from level 1 were As and high Bs. But my module grades are still Cs. Imagine if there were no lab reports. I think I failed all my tests and exams sehh..

I've always hated writing. Be it essays, compositions or reports. But somehow I always get high grades for them. Like how I got A for GP, but until now I still believe that I don't deserve the A.
And I like doing some calculation and science questions, but I always get horrible marks for it.

If I were to change my major from Chemistry to some weird Arts course, I might actually do better for it. But I'll be unhappy cos I don't like it. And in Singapore, grades are everything.

Oh wells..
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May. 18th, 2012 @ 11:15 pm Vacation
This is probably my busiest vacation ever! In a way, I'm quite glad that I'm not rotting at home like I always do. At least I go out and occupy myself, doing useful things. It's not really that busy actually, just almost fully occupied, but just enough that I don't really get exhausted.

1) Special Semester
I'm taking the level 3 lab module. Because I'm never going to take 5 modules per sem ever again. And also just in case....... :) I hate labs. And it makes me question myself why I'm even majoring in Chemistry. But it's too late. Just one more year to endure. ONE more year!

2) Part-time Job
I finally got myself a part-time job! Been wanting to get this like almost every single vacation, and I finally got it now. Work is quite tiring. And it makes me appreciate my $25-40 per hour tutions more. Hahaha. Oh well, every work is painful in its own ways. And like mum always used to say, "Baru tahu susah ke senang, mak-bapak kerje carik duit untuk makan." True.

3) Tutions
I just hope i've been a good teacher to my kids. Don't want their money to go to waste. I know at least one of my kid has been improving.
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May. 14th, 2012 @ 12:33 am 14th may 2012
Happy 40 Months Sayangggg!

<3
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May. 12th, 2012 @ 02:03 am Hijab
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Apparently, some people seem to accuse some hijabis of wearing the hijab for the sake of 'fashion'.
I'm sorry you make me feel like punching your face.
Since when is hijab a 'fashion'?! Just because you see a hijabi being fashionable, that doesn't mean that hijab is fashion! And if hijab was really a fashion, you would see non-muslims putting on hijabs for fashion as well.
(I hear people say this everywhere like seriously, even on my twitter timeline!)

And then some also say that it is haraam to dress like kafirs (as in wear the clothes that kafirs wear).
I'm sorry so I can't buy clothes from Topshop and H&M that are loose and cover my aurat and put on hijab with them? Because kafirs also wear those clothes? Am I supposed to buy black abayas from the Saudi and wear them 24/7? What if the kafirs also start wearing black abayas for some reason? What am I supposed to wear then? And if so, muslim men are also not allowed to wear T-shirts and jeans?

It's just really sad that it seems like the people who like to criticize hijabis and pinpoint their flaws are mostly muslims themselves.


Surah Al-Noor, Verse 31

And tell the believing women to lower their gaze and be modest, and to display of their adornment only that which is apparent, and to draw their veils over their bosoms, and not to reveal their adornment save to their own husbands or fathers or husbands' fathers, or their sons or their husbands' sons, or their brothers or their brothers' sons or sisters' sons, or their women, or their slaves, or male attendants who lack vigour, or children who know naught of women's nakedness. And let them not stamp their feet so as to reveal what they hide of their adornment. And turn unto Allah together, O believers, in order that ye may succeed.
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May. 4th, 2012 @ 10:42 pm
they say that chinese people care a lot about 'face'.
i guess its in my blood.
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Apr. 25th, 2012 @ 02:21 pm official end of 2nd year!
alhamdulillah.. i survived my 2nd year!
i've worked hard (though im never satisfied and never worked hard enough) and now i shall just tawakkal.
and whatever the results, i shall keep reminding myself that i deserve this.
i've even though of different scenarios of what i will/can/should do after getting the results.
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Apr. 21st, 2012 @ 07:29 pm
and at the end of the day, there's noone else to blame but yourself.
you are responsible for your own fate.
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Apr. 21st, 2012 @ 07:24 pm hopeless
i have this feeling that im going to fail organic chemistry.
its just so hopeless, u know. every single time, i give it a chance, but every time i open the book, i just cant help but think that its just so hopeless. and its like i cant stop chanting it in my head. this is so hopeless this is so hopeless this is so hopeless. boleh jadi zikir.

and because of this, i have a feeling i wont get to do the minor that i want.
and i feel like my whole degree is like going to screw up.
its like u're considered smart because u're in NUS, but yet u're still stupid compared to the rest.


and if anyone ever reads this, please just stop telling me not to give up. i've heard it so many times. not that i dont appreciate the care and concern, of course i do. and no, im not giving up.
im sure everyone have experienced this. not giving up, still holding on, but yet u cant help that hopeless feeling.

so please, u can stop giving me words of encouragement. just give me a hug. i could really use it.



i wish i can just get married and live in a village with a farmer husband. and maybe 10 kids. i can take care of cows and goats and chickens.
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Apr. 21st, 2012 @ 02:07 pm FAT
http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2012/02/fat.html


this is an interesting blog post. i dont agree with everything she says. she has some good points, but mostly i dont agree.
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Apr. 18th, 2012 @ 11:46 pm Good hijab, Bad hijab?
http://qa.sunnipath.com/issue_view.asp?HD=1&ID=4912&CATE=137

came across this interesting article.
:)
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